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Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004
10:07 pm
well you guys..I think I'm going to delete this journal..and start a new one..but I'm not sure yet.

I already made a new name...its www.livejournal.com/users/_greenspaces

okie dokie guys.

<3 you!
At&T how may I help you?
11:41 am - breaking news
To let everyone know...so they don't think that I am taken.

Chris and I split up.

It's been a tough three days..but I'll get through it.

Besides we were friends before any of this.

I just know that I won't be able to jump into anything so serious right now. I've learned my lesson.

But. I will date, and have fun.

Jade is back to being single. I never thought this would happen but then again, life is full of surprises.

Thanks chris for the cd and necklace.

7 days can really screw up something.


love you guys!

current mood: disappointed
15 Beeps| At&T how may I help you?
Sunday, June 20th, 2004
12:50 am - hey hey hey!=)
How's everything going for you guys????? huh? huh?
Well things have taken a wild turn for me....but hey..its ok.
I just wanted to leave you guys with some awesome pics of the Jade when she was just rockin'.

Totally totally rockin'...uh....who's rockin'? yea yea Jade is!

ok ok let me stop.
enjoy you guys.
love you!

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current mood: optimistic
8 Beeps| At&T how may I help you?
Monday, June 14th, 2004
10:05 pm
Yo you guys.

I'm dying.

It's so sad how I am so attached to chris. I love him..no matter how much shit has happened to us...I love him...I just hope he loves me as much as I do right now.

I hope he's missing me as much as I am missing him..i doubt it..he has mike and yosuel to keep him company 24/7 literally.

Yesterday I had fun...I went to see Supersize me with Joey....and it was cool. I haven't had a night like that in a while. We talked about chris and his love life and then we were interrupted my a bum named skip haha I think that was one of the best moments...Joey and I were like oh man haha...and we gave skip some change and rushed out of that place. It was fun..it makes me realize how much I miss going out with my friends and talking mad shit. Its not like with chris where we would go out talk like we normally do and make out and talk and then leave. Not that thats bad..I love kissing chris...it has to be my favorite thing =) and how I miss his lips right now....

well w/e...just 4 more days. '

OOO..I talked to Jen Jen today =D I missed her...I love her! we are so going to hang out one of these days.

I've been working out...I've lost like two pounds! GO JADE!! lol

Hope your summer isn't as boring as mine


current mood: sad
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Sunday, June 13th, 2004
3:32 pm
How to make a xjaded_eyesx

3 parts success

3 parts humour

5 parts leadership
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of curiosity and enjoy!

current mood: lonely
At&T how may I help you?
Friday, June 11th, 2004
12:45 pm
Yesterday I spent the WHOLE day with chris and I enjoyed every second of it. I love him to death...I've noticed that I feel so comfortable with him now. I can eat like a pig with him and know that he's not like eww shes a pig. lol I love him. I'm so worried about him going on the cruise that its not even funny. I know I have to trust him, but still. I am so worried and scared that he's gonna come back and be like I cheated on you and I dont love you any more and blah blah blah. Pretty whack huh? I know, but I can't help it. He leaves tomorrow...and I'm not going to see him nor talk to him for SEVEN days...SEVEN days you guys...I can deal without the seeing him part because I'm used to it...but not hearing his voice for seven days is going to be crazy. I don't even want to think about it.

Gosh you guys this sucks. I miss him already. I love him to death.

I love you my chrisa chris. =)
Fuck man, I am having such a problem with him leaving. I'm not mad, I'm just really sad. I just don't know whats going to happen, I have no idea what he's doing, I can't talk to him. It's going to be so wierd. He's going with his two friends (Mike, and Yosuel) and they are both single, and spontaneous kind of guys and they are going to want to hook up with girls and chris is just going to be there and I can't help but think the worst. Gosh, I hate it. I just want him for myself, noone else can have him, only me. I'm bad I know. But I guess he's going to have a good time and so am I. It's just going to feel so wierd. He was telling me "what's wrong? why are you mad?" I'm not mad...I'm not mad at all...I'm just upset...I was crying. lol I'm such a dork. He doesn't know I was crying. I want to be talking to him now but he's not calling me and what the hell. Whatever get over it Jade. I'm going to have a good time. I'm just worried. I don't want anything happening. He's leaving early tomorrow and its like saying goodbye for seven days. Gosh I can't think about it. I'm driving myself crazy. I need to talk to someone to get my mind off of it. Whatever I know he's going to be worried about me while he's there...maybe not. whatever. blah.

current mood: worried
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Tuesday, June 8th, 2004
6:07 pm

I took this pic from Yuli's journal...these are my awesome buddies from 6th period. Oh man I look like the biggest dork...its like Jade =blah Joey=Dork and Yahima=Supermodel! Whatever I love it. I'm going to miss all of our good times in that class ...lol. Well we move on, and we will probably hang out one day over the summer..which is totally cool! Joey, Yahima, and Jade!!! yeah!! lol Today was fun in that class...we took a lot of pictures.

Tomorrow is going to be hell! ahhh Chem final! ahhhh

I saw Chris for like 10 mins afterschool..I love him :) lol


current mood: drained
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Monday, June 7th, 2004
9:40 pm
Well..Math Final...pretty simple.

History Final..holy cow! It was horrible..I guessed like basically the whole test...and I studied too.

Saw Chris afterschool...It was great...well the beginning was kinda rough because he was mad at me for something that happened last night...but then we saw Harry Potter which by the way was the BEST and we just spent time together walking around and kissing and holding hands. You know...the things that couples do. I enjoyed my day with him very much. I miss him already. =( He's leaving for the cruise on Saturday. He's going to be gone for 7 days!! I need something to do with myself for that time. I have to make plans. Things on my side have been kinda rough in the relationship, but I've gotten over it...and things are going back to normal.

Oh man tomorrow is going to be easy as hell when it comes to finals but its also going to be sad as hell saying goodbye to my 6th period. I love that period, the people I spend time with and my teacher. I am so taking pictures tomorrow. It's going to be sad. =( I don't want to think about it lol.

Well school is ending and I am that much closer to becoming a senior.

man I need a job.

I have to call this place.

ahh my 6th period =( Mr. Perez =( =(!

Goodluck tomorrow =)

current mood: sad
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Sunday, June 6th, 2004
12:14 pm
got to study study study...

current mood: determined
At&T how may I help you?
Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004
8:39 pm
I see myself writing in this thing a lot more now since I have nothing better to do with my life.

Um..my grades this 9 weeks are going to suck. But whatever thats what I get for slacking off.

In sixth period we are watching the Italian Job and I am so into it...it's a pretty good movie. I keep making stupid little comments throughout the movie but I can't help it...I have no control over it. I think that's my favorite period of the day...it's just so chill.

My SAT's are this saturday! I'm freakin' out you guys! I know its not going to be good. oh man!

I'm working out again and going on a diet...well starting a diet. No carbs and no sugars. awesome huh? I know it sucks...but I want to lose some weight.

I'm craving a cookie. haha I am so bad.

This week needs to end now.

I want to see chris...so I can talk to him in person, and fall in love all over again. lol not really, but just so I can see him..I miss him.

I want to see Harry Potter!!! I'm seeing it on Friday! yay!=) I love Ron!!

alright you guys..I'm going to study for the SAT's ...<3 you!


current mood: scared
1 Beep| At&T how may I help you?
Friday, May 28th, 2004
8:27 pm
I need a change.

It's funny how so much crap can go through your head in one week.

I need new music. I'm bored.

I wish I was out somewhere by myself enjoying the fresh air and scenery. I like having time for myself.

Can't wait for next friday the girls and I are going for a night out...It's going to be great.

Tomorrow I see Chris and I'm going with him and his fam to Sawgrass Mills and then sleeping over so Chris and I can go on a little MetroRail date around Miami...It's going to be fun..I hope. I don't want to get into a bad mood. I doubt I will though.

Jen is in Orlando..I called her yesterday..no the day before yesterday...and it was nice talking to her again...we have to hang out sometime...because her and I have so much fun together despite all the stupid shit that happened to us over the past year. I love her and she knows that.

I wish everything could go back to normal...I miss it all.

well w/e I'm done talking smack.


current mood: curious
At&T how may I help you?
Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
7:05 pm

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current mood: hungry
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Friday, May 14th, 2004
7:42 pm - August
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Tuesday, May 11th, 2004
8:26 pm
Today sucked.

Being sick sucks the big one.

People make me mad, or know how to ruin your day for a good hour. But enough of that.

I hope I get a tad bit better before thursday.

I'm not going to school tomorrow....I feel way too sick.


current mood: annoyed
4 Beeps| At&T how may I help you?
Sunday, May 9th, 2004
9:29 am
This is great... I am now waking up with my throat hurting, which means...Jade is most likely getting sick...which is No good whatsoever...why? Because my concert is on Thursday and I want to do my best. This sucks.

Today is mother's day...so happy mothers day to everyone's mommy. :)

I saw my wonderful Chris last night and it was a fun -filled night full of laughter, kisses, and stupid little conversations. Seeing him makes my day brighter, and clearer. He makes everything that troubles me go away. I love him and it sucks not seeing him everyday.

So some of my close girlfriends are talking to two incredibly spunky hilarious guys. One I see working out for a LONG time and the other...well the other I see working out a for a little less than a long time. But you never know now do yah? Oh there is also one more girlfriend of mine but I wouldn't consider her talking to him, its just a very COMPLICATED situation. But he is and awesome guy nonetheless. ;)

Relationships are very hard to keep up with and to keep going sometimes...and lately I've been seeing that more and more, one person can be hurting the other can be doubting, and then theres a whole load of miscommunication. But if you really love that person try your best not to say and do all these hurtful things, just give that person love because you NEVER will find a person like that again so if you lose them, you've lost something great. Think about that, because I have.

SAT's are coming up for me. June 5th. I'm just going to relax, it is just a test. A test that decides your whole future but a test. lol. I'm going to start studying for that again. Boston sounds so nice right now. I really hope I can get in.

I'm going to start working this summer...hopefully with Jen at her uncles place, because that will be nice. We get to talk about everything while getting paid and working for her funny ass uncle. Its sounds exciting. Speaking of Jen, I saw him last night, at sunset. But I didn't say hi, he was with his friend and I didnt want him to give me a weird look again lmao. so yeah.

I have homework I should get started on and I think my American History teacher is crazy. Two essays in one hour about a subject I don't really want to know about right now. So she is on my sucky-pooh list.

I'm probably going to be in for something tomorrow, we'll see.


Oh and Audrey I just wanted to say I love you and that I heard a song from Modest Mouse yesterday and they sound awesome, and um...I looked them up and virgin. I didn't have enough cash to buy it, but I noticed they've been around for a while so I was like coolness. haha just thought I should let you know:)

current mood: awake
12 Beeps| At&T how may I help you?
Tuesday, May 4th, 2004
8:40 pm
I need chris right now.

I'm an idiot I left my american history book at school and I have a chapter 18 19 20 quiz tomorrow. Oh well.

I have math..and umm.. I really dont feel like doing it. no siree bob.

Chem..I'll copy. 0:)

I have to write some stuff for english...I'll do it tomorrow.

Thursday I have States..yeah!!

I'm through with school this year.


current mood: blah
1 Beep| At&T how may I help you?
Monday, May 3rd, 2004
8:39 pm
I am so damn bored that I'm going to write.

I have some math hw and chem hw...but I really don't feel like doing it.

This weekend was awesome.

I had a fabulous time with Jen Jen on Friday night, and we have pictures to show you guys yea. I'm going to change my user pic, and make my layout blue...blue and something. I don't know yet.

Lately all I have been wanting to do is sleep. I start an assignment and five minutes later my head is either on my bed or table totally knocked out.

Life at home hasn't gotten any better. I choose to ignore it and pretend everything is going great although its the opposite.

On Sunday I went to this presentation thing for Boston University...its an awesome campus. I really see myself there. So lets see where I go.
I was thinking that I was going to put myself in music education and teach music since I love it so damn much. I was also going to major in business...and open up my own little place or restaurant. Who knows.

Oh man...I'm falling asleep. I hope Chris calls soon.( :)<3 )

OOOOO. OOO. OO. I got the new Phantom Planet album even though its been out for awhile and I LOVE IT!

Alright...I'm going to go lay down and watch the news for a stupid assignment I have to prep myself up for in American History. Blah.

I hope everything else is going well for you guys.


current mood: bored
1 Beep| At&T how may I help you?
Sunday, April 18th, 2004
9:15 pm
I had the best trip out of my three years in chorus.
We only got 1st place for the Jazz Choir but all that didn't matter to me. I just know I had a blast.

I wish I could go back there again. The pictures I took are MAD hot! With some MAD sexxay girls that all you little boys out there would love to see. WHAT?!? lmao. But...I don't have a scanner so too bad.

I love my friends that I have there. We can talk and joke about everything...and that is the best feeling in the world, knowing your not being judged.

Now tomorrow I have to go back to school and deal with all that stupid high school shit. Gotta love it...mmmhhmm.not.

Came home today at like 5 in the mornin' and noticed the little surprise my mom left me on my pillow... Dun Dun DUn! The new Sugarcult album! YEEAH! I love her, and I love the album. I got her the cutest mug from disney so it was like a little gift exchange thing.

Damn...I really don't want to go back to school tomorrow.

You know what sucks? Not being able to see your boyfriend for like a week and not talking to him for the same amount of time you used to which makes you feel as if your single. I feel single right now ha and thats scary...I don't like the feeling, and I want to see chris so it can go away. Because it's pretty damn strong.

I don't know what I would do if I we went to different colleges in different states. I think I would go insane.

I wish I had pics to show you guys...

Whatever homies..I gotzto study for the quiz I was supposed to take on Friday.


current mood: drained
4 Beeps| At&T how may I help you?
Wednesday, April 14th, 2004
7:53 pm
Hey There Boys and Girls!

Well, today was a fun day...and tomorrow is my trip!
3 days in Orlando with the chorus! Fo SHO!

Ummm...there really isn't any point to this entry.

BUT! Danny if you still read these things...I'll be your triangle player in a heartbeat!!! I'll IM you if you come on today.

Haha a triangle player! I'm SOOOO excited. It was probably a joke...but I'll be the best damn triangle player ever!

Wish us luck at Music Fest!


current mood: energetic
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Tuesday, April 13th, 2004
8:10 pm
Oh man how awesome!

Who is in your celebrity family? by cerulean_dreams
User Name
MomCharlize Theron
DadAl Pacino
BrotherJason Biggs
SisterDrew Barrymore
BoyfriendAshton Kutcher
Best friendOwen Wilson
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

I rather have Owen Wilson as my b/f....but oh well.
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