Gosh you guys this sucks. I miss him already. I love him to death.
I love you my chrisa chris. =)
Fuck man, I am having such a problem with him leaving. I'm not mad, I'm just really sad. I just don't know whats going to happen, I have no idea what he's doing, I can't talk to him. It's going to be so wierd. He's going with his two friends (Mike, and Yosuel) and they are both single, and spontaneous kind of guys and they are going to want to hook up with girls and chris is just going to be there and I can't help but think the worst. Gosh, I hate it. I just want him for myself, noone else can have him, only me. I'm bad I know. But I guess he's going to have a good time and so am I. It's just going to feel so wierd. He was telling me "what's wrong? why are you mad?" I'm not mad...I'm not mad at all...I'm just upset...I was crying. lol I'm such a dork. He doesn't know I was crying. I want to be talking to him now but he's not calling me and what the hell. Whatever get over it Jade. I'm going to have a good time. I'm just worried. I don't want anything happening. He's leaving early tomorrow and its like saying goodbye for seven days. Gosh I can't think about it. I'm driving myself crazy. I need to talk to someone to get my mind off of it. Whatever I know he's going to be worried about me while he's there...maybe not. whatever. blah.